Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Lonely Corridors

I find a chair, I play my music and I take a long deep breath and I look at the people sitting around me. I start thinking of these grey walls. They are sophicating me. I see people everywhere. Black, white, brown and yellow. I am alone, I walk in the hallway.. It is empty and full. People are gathered in groups, the noise makes me feel lonely. I am alone. I am a loner.

I see people everywhere. They are happy, with their friends and their loved ones. I am alone, carrying my books and walking into this sophicating hallway. I am smiling, even though my eyes have lost their sparkle. Memories of him keep flashing by whenever I walk on the smallest inch of this corridor. I remember seeing him, laughing and smiling.. Being as happy as I could ever been. This feeling cuts through my soul like a knife, the feeling of being a stranger even though my friends are all around me.

I am surrounded by the most amazing friends I could ever have, but what's wrong with me? Why am I feeling this way? I am drowning in an ocean of confusion. I miss him so much, it hurts.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Lost Without You

I've been going through a really hard time lately. Writing my feelings down usually helps in calming me down, so here's what I come up with.

My senses are reeling,
My sanity is drifting apart
The strength of my desire is killing me
I’m consumed by the fire

Whenever we’re apart,
My days feel so lonely
If not for you, I’d be lost
Searching for my other half

Your sweet affection never fails me
You love me, no matter how bad things get
I can be myself with you,
Because you accept me the way I am

I am happy you chose me from the rest
And I am proud because I know I got the best
I love you baby,
And will always do.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Cheers to New Beginnings

What appears to be the end may really be a new beginning.

I'm practically done with my exams for this semester. Well, I still have one more exam to go but it is just a Writing Exam; which means that I am stress freed already!

Yes, I know that I have not updated my blog for a while now, and that is what I am going to start doing from now on.

So I am an HCT-er. In other words, I study at Higher College of Technology, majoring in Information Technology -wow that sounds pretty sophisticated. I never really thought I would study IT but I am actually enjoying it.

College life is amazing, I have everything I ever wanted. My friends are awesome, classes are fun, lecturers are amusing.. Everything's just where it is supposed to be. OK, the reason I have blabbed about my college a lot is because it has become a very big part of my life, possibly, the most fun part of all.

With my exams done and all, I hope that I will update my blog pretty often.

Cheers to New Beginnings!